i don't know.what's going on with myself.
yesterday,i lost my umberalle which was used nearlly,ok.since i came to Changsha .or longer.which for me ,it saw everything happenning on me.the moment,i surpotted it to jump to CX .he is standing under the tree waiting for me .or to be got ridded of the rain.which not so big in that early summer.wearing a pink T shir.wich is a good match with my canvas shoes. .also it reminds me the momemt he and i shared just one an egg.in the dining hall.it is enjoyable.and a slightly touching.what erver...
that's why i'm a little bit down for my loss of it.but not for the damage of my finance.even though i 'm not rich enough to forget all my losses hehe ..
however. i thought it was got over.
but i was still lost in my way.i guess my soul was wondering in the past again.other wise why did i hurt my finger in a hurry the same way?
i have to addimit i am absent minded.
anyway.i found evertime i made mistke.that is when i was cast to the past by myself.or while i was trying to find out any tracks of a certain person.usually who brought me happiness and sorrow..or just a little bitter.
anyway, i should recall my soul again..be back, me!